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It has already been almost half a year into 2026.

Pause for a moment… what have you done so far?

Or maybe you’ve also felt this strange sense that time is moving so fast that you’re not even fully aware of what you’ve been doing.

That’s the energy I’ve been feeling in 2026.

It feels like time itself is becoming less visible, almost as if it is slipping through awareness in a way that is hard to describe.

Even as I write this, I notice something interesting. It doesn’t fully make logical sense to my mind, yet my hands continue to type and my thoughts flow into words effortlessly. Is this what people call automatic writing? I’m not sure. I’m simply observing it as it happens.

Looking Back at 2025

If I look back at 2025, especially the first half of the year, it was a very challenging period for me.

I would go into appointments hoping for results in my work, but many of them led to no sales, and over time this slowly pulled me into worry, especially around my living expenses and financial stability.

The emotions during that period were heavy- stress, anxiety, overthinking, and a constant stream of negative thoughts. It was not an easy season of my life.

However, the later part of 2025 quietly became important in a different way, as it allowed me to build some savings and income that eventually supported my living expenses going into 2026. Without realizing it then, it became a foundation for what was to come.

The Energy of 2026 – A Quiet Reset

Now in 2026, the energy feels different, I found myself losing motivation in my wealth consultation work as I could no longer feel the same sense of purpose or meaning in it.

Because of that, I naturally withdrew.

I stepped back for a few months, away from sales and external action, and instead moved into my own inner space where everything became quiet.

There was no strong desire to “do” anything, only a kind of stillness and blankness that I had to sit with.

At the same time, I am grateful, because the foundation from 2025 gave me enough financial breathing room that 2026 did not feel as pressured as before. It gave me the space to pause, reflect, and slowly find my way back to myself.

Rebuilding Meaning and Direction

2026, for me, feels like a year of being lost and rebuilding at the same time. It feels like a reset, where life is asking deeper questions than before.

A question kept arising within me:

What kind of life do I actually want to live here on Earth?

How do I begin to design something that feels meaningful, not just practical or survival-based?

For a while, my mind became very quiet, almost empty. I didn’t feel like doing anything at all, and I simply stayed in that space without forcing anything to happen for months.

The Turning Point

Then one day, though I cannot remember exactly when, something shifted within me.

I spoke to myself, and in my own way, to whatever inner guidance I connect with, and I said:

“If I’m going to continue living my life here, I want to build it my way.”

That moment became a turning point.

Slowly, movement returned.

I enrolled in a Legacy Planning course with the intention of understanding money in a more conscious way, so that future wealth can carry a different kind of energy, something more intentional and aligned.

I also made a decision to open my own healing studio, “Where Stars Heal,” this year.

At the same time, I began showing up on TikTok, speaking in a first-person narrative, which took me months, almost a year to finally overcome the fear of being seen online.

Living Through Collective Uncertainty

Even with everything happening in the world right now – wars, retrenchments, and a rising sense of fear in the collective. I can feel how heavy the atmosphere has become for many people.

Yet beneath all of that, I also sense something quieter:

A stillness before something new.

Like the darkest part of the night right before dawn.

And maybe that is exactly where we are collectively right now.

A Closing Thought

If you are going through your own version of uncertainty, loss, or inner quietness, just know that you are not alone in it.

We are all moving through this in different ways, but perhaps we are moving toward something new together.

So hold on a little longer.

We may be closer to a new beginning than it seems.

Have FAITH

Love & Light

Kai